Being clinically/ manically depressed is terrible. It's a drag to have you entire sanity hang on remembering to take a few pills in the morning. Its destructive to try to go off them every 4months and contemplate suicide in new lights. It's really fucking painful to pick up the pieces after a tsunami crash. The worst part is knowing that the wave will come again. Volcano Angela waiting idly, could explode at any minute. Warning signs appear, explosion lasts for days with fire and ash and lava spuing out of me and destroying everything around me. The the tsunami wave comes, and then, the flood. The fiery passion leaves and everything is drowning in salt water. There's nothing left to do but dry up, clean up and wait for it to all happen again.
For some reason even though this volcano has been monitored for years, non of the experts can classify it, the volcano it seems will never be dormant or inactive.
For now, Red Cross has been sent, recommencement of the magic cocktail begins, keep your seat belts because there is heavy turbulence expected.
Expect shakes, trembles, muscle twitches and sleepiness. Sleeplessness may also incur.
